My last...

It's written in the karma.. "There will always be an obstacles & challenges when you've decided to change for good". Ya, I totally agree with that!!
You know what, now I felt so unhappy coz I was trying to change myself in becoming a better person each day.. But it seems so hard for me to accept some of the results of those changes that I'm trying to make.

We tend to ask these questions:-
1) What did we do wrong?
and
2) Why this is happening?
But I think, those 2 questions are not really suitable to be asked. Why not we change the questions into statements.. which might go like this:-
1) There must be something that I did which make things go wrong
and
2) There must be something wrong somewhere which cause things to happen

We always think too much about certain issues. Sometimes, we tend to assume things that never happen at all. We tend to get the wrong information about things from other people which sometimes can make things getting worst, coz some people like to manipulate stories.

I'm just wondering, why is it so difficult for us to ask the person itself when we have some sort of curiosity on what's happening. Coz I think, sometimes, by asking a simple question like, "are you okay?" or "is there something wrong?" can solve the problem.

For me, if I have a friend, I will ask this kind of question when I saw something wrong with him/her. Coz what's the purpose of you being friend with me, if you are acting like you don't care at all? If you have a question about someone, why not you ask the question to that someone yourself? Rather than asking other people which might not know what's really happening! They might give you the answer based on what they feel & based on their assumption. And at the end of the day, you might got the wrong reason & explanation that you want.

I'm not trying to blame anyone by posting this entry. I'm just trying to remind myself to appreciate all the friendship that I have now so that it will last forever. And I was just expressing things that I've been kept for so long in me. There will always be this ONE question in my mind, which I think I will never got the answer. Plus, it doesn't matter anymore.

People move on, so do I. And I hope my friends are moving on too, which I can see that very clearly. I'm happy with that. And I hope you all are happy too! Me will always try to look forward in life & never look back.

P/S: Friend, I've treasured you as one of my real friend, whom I can share my stories & felt happy with it, although it was just for a short period of time. Maybe it was my fault to trust you too much coz at that time, we always have lots of conversation about everything. & I seem to be too comfortable with it. But now things have changed. You go to the other road, while I have chosen the opposite road. I guess I will never have you as my friend like last time coz I don't think I can do that anymore. But I will always be nice to you, just like to other people. You smile at me, I'll try to smile back. You say 'hi' to me, then I'll try to reply it with 'hi' too. That's all. No strings attached.. Happy?? Happyyyy.. Heee.. :)

Gong Xi Fa Chai! Tong Tong Chianggggg! & I got a nice CNY gift!! ;-)

Awww.. isn't it cute & nicely wrapped? Suddenly got this after jam class at Manulife. I like it guys! Thanks Sky, Felix & Paul! Susah-susah ajerr.. ;)

Me loikee this photo. Heeee..

Me wanna read these books

Description:
What if you met your future soul mate, but were too busy in the here and now to realize you'd found "the one"?
That's what happened when Courtney B. Vance met Angela Bassett...
They ran for years as friends in the same small circles. They had some hits, but mostly misses with other partners, and they shared one spectacularly dreadful first date together. And then, Courtney and Angela connected.

Kind of interesting book!! Me would like to read this!! :)


Description:
In this book, Harvey reveals what men really think about love, relationships and commitment - and how women can tell if they have a man with whom they can make plans, or a man who is just playing with them.
Steve Harvey said in this book.. "One of the biggest mistakes women make is they expect their love to be returned the exact same way they give it out. That is one of the biggest mistakes because our love is a little bit different. It is still love, but it is not as encompassing as a woman's love. There are women who have great men, but they don't recognize it because they don't get a couple of things."

Hmmmm... really?! Me wanna read this one too!

Haizzzzzz...

This is how I looked like at office yesterday..

Thought it's not serious, so I did my usual jam class at Maxis &...
running on treadmill too..

My running record:-
* 9/2/2010 ---> 21.21 minutes ; 2.7km
* 10/2/2010 (last nite) ---> 24 minutes ; 2.41km
Summary: Sangat slow.. tahap gaban??!! :P

& this is what happen when I got home..
Went to sleep after taking 2 panadol soluble..

Hopefully, I'll be okay before tomorrow coz I don't want this flu to spoil my holiday with my family. I'm gonna balik kampung yoh!! Can't wait!!

*Typing this entry in a 'flu' mode at office.. hiakkkk!!! & I have to go to Proton later for Exora Hybrid project meeting.. hiakkk!! hiakkkk!! OH COME ON ZARINA!!!

Me need to focus more

Today as usual, did my bodyjam class at IOI.. Then did my treadmill..

Duration: 21 minutes
Distance: 2.31 km

Heh, I need to refocus on my workout plan lah!! Hiakkk!! I need a motivator!! I need someone who can workout with me & encourage me to workout harder. & someone who will warn me whenever I wanna eat a lot.. ahahahahah!! Anyone?.. heeeee.. :P

Bodyjam Fit for Fun Theme Class

Place: FF Leisuremall, Cheras
In conjunction with the International Fitness Week, me & Stephen were given the opportunity to do the above bodyjam theme class. It was a fun & freakin' freakin' awesome class as we did a battle style class with most of the members wearing orange. So kewl yoh! Me so loike it! ;D

Hope to see y'all again!! Hahhhhh!!

Satay anyone??..

Here is the new spot for satay fiesta!! Hip Hip Hoorayyy!! Heee..
Spot: Restoran Sate R&K Sdn Bhd
Location: Keramat a.k.a Jelatek (just nearby Jelatek LRT station)

My friend said this is a famous satay spot.. is it??

I like the interior design.. so kampung. Me loikee.. ;)

Got 'beca' here.. but u cannot eat satay inside there.. hiksss..

Haaa tu dia!! Satay dah mai!! The satay is okay (although I think that satay at Satay Station still the best.. heee) , but the size not as big as other satay lah. The 'kuah' that makes this spot special coz it's very yummy & perfect. I mean, the ingredients are well prepared & cooked. Go & try, baru y'all boleh komen.. :)

Went there with Pip.. and..

her parents.. pakcik & makcik. They are like my parents here. They know my parents & family as well. I don't know why but everytime pakcik saw me, he will ask this question.. "Pi makan mana malam ni? Jom pi makan!!" I think he knows I enjoy eating ahahahaha!! But I really like to hang out with them, coz they're such a lovely parents.. :)

I'll post an entry on other interesting spot again if I happen to find one okay.. Daaa.. :)

Zaza's Makan-makan with da gang

Last Saturday, 7.30pm onwards..
Dishes: Nasi, ayam masak merah, udang masak lemak cili padi, sambal belacan, lots of ulam-ulaman (tradisional & moden hehe..), laksam, puding kak Ju-on, bubur kacang & apa lagi ek.. dah luper.. heee..
Guests: 'da gang'.. saper?! Rahsiaaaaaaa!! (sila sebut perkataan ni mcm CEO Madukara sebut okay! hiksss)

Puding Kak Ju-on.. hehe.. yummmyy!! Thanksss!!

Some of the dishes..

Pip & her friend came to help. I'll die if I do all of that alone.. hehe.. Thanks yer coz jadi bibik kejap.. hehe..


Tu dia!! Udang masak lomak cili padi dah sampai.. :)

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I am so...

I feel like I wanna..

and..

But I think, I'd better just..

Coz if not..

I should do this instead..

Heeee...

Did she just missed something?..

A conversation between lady Z and guy B, at a Kopitiam last week.

Guy B : What's ur plan & target for 2010?..
Lady Z: Errmmm.. why u ask?
Guy B : saje nak tau.. coz I think everybody should have at least something to achieve every year..
Lady Z: well, I want to concentrate more in my work & getting a promotion again by end of 2010, want to be the best jam instructor that I can be, planning to continue renovating my house, errrmmm.. to go for a vacation with family & friends & bla bla bla bla bla...

'Z' continues talking about her target & planning, about what she wants & bla bla bla bla again. Quite a long list... After she stops talking, 'B' suddenly smile..

Guy B : You have lots of plans there.. but what about marriage? Didn't u have a plan for that?..
Lady Z: *uikksss!* Oh ya hor.. I didn't think of that.. I don't have plan for that!!

'Z' just keep quiet after that & her mind started to fly away, far far away from the kopitiam until 'B' started to change the topic of conversation.

Hikssss.. what a funny conversation!! You must be figuring out who the hell is Lady Z. Well, you can guess, but I won't say. But I think, 'Z' didn't have plan for marriage coz she's afraid that the marriage won't work & she will have to live unhappily with it.





But is that the real reason??!! I think the real reason is that.. 'Z' didn't found the right guy for her yet!! Ahahahahah!! SENTAPPPPPPP!... :P