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Sunday, July 26, 2009

Blogging on Sunday Morning

People come and go in our lives everyday. Some people come in our lives like a lightning, out of sudden you feel that they are important. And out of sudden also, they leave us with no explaination. As simple as that!!

Sometimes, we tend to let the wrong people to enter our lives. We never know it until we realize that they are hurting us bit by bit. At first, we try to deny it, and excuses that we always tell ourselves is.. "Human do make mistake. Nobody's perfect. Maybe they need time to really know us". But in the end, it's time to make a decision.. "Should we let them stay, or should we just let them go, or if they don't wanna go, should we create a distance from them". Hmmm.. but generally for me, friendship is easy. It's just that some people are trying to make it so difficult just for the sake of satisfying themselves, which until now I don't really understand. But I don't need to think about it, coz not important hor.. There's a lot of other important things that I should think of, right?! :)

There are certain things happen which I would like to note it here in my blog :)

1. Now I'm working hard in order to achieve my target which is : Fitter & Bootilicious. Heheheheh.. Been working out at gym, active again in Bodyattack & Bodystep. Did my own workout after my jam class (treadmill & weights). & also sometimes join jam class as a member hehe.. Kind of releasing stress as well for me hehehe.. :)

2. Yesterday, got to know that one of my 'loyal bodyjam member' will be flying off to New York next week to further his studies in Biotech. Felt quite sad after hearing it.. coz he'll always be in my jam class & I know he's having fun by just looking at his smile. Just like my younger brother. But each & everyone of us have dreams to achieve right?! So, Good luck ya!! Hope to see you again in my bodyjam class!! ;)

3. From now on, I will only do things that will make me feel happy. To hell what people wanna say about it (nieh pinjam kata2 Kak Azyei hehe..) I'll listen more to what my heart says (coz last time I always listen to what my brain said, rather than my heart, which in the end, I'm the one who is hurting myself.

4. Being a bodyjam instructor really taught me a lot. I've learned how to deal with different kind of people & situation. Thanks to all my seniors who always been there for me when I needed them, especially in terms of advice. I know I'm a stubborn person, which sometimes I didn't listen to those advice given. But I learn from my mistakes, which is learn from the hard way hehe.. But they are still there.. always listen to my story & giving me advice so that I'll become stronger & stronger each day! Thank you ya!! Muaaahhhhh!!! :D

5. Doing bodyjam class never fails to make me feel happy. It's like a therapy. I always emphasize to the members that the most important thing in Bodyjam is that you get to workout & have fun at the same time. Just let it out & let the body speaks on your behalf hehe.. Let the music take control ekekekek.. Some members are quite shy at first, but as time goes on, they can adapt to it already. Some of them can even scream out loud while doing the class especially during the 'breakout' part. You know what?! I get the satisfaction from this. When the members smile, laugh & shout during the class.. Ohh.. don't know how to explain lah!! Hiak!! :)

So, I guess that summarizes everything that I wanna note down today. I'll continue blogging again when I have time hehe.. ok! daaa!! :)

I wanna go to this place again!!!! :D

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Cute!!! ;-)

These pictures always makes me smile... hehehe..
cute hor.. ;)
hehehe.. sayangnyerrrr... ;)

tentiuuuu... hehehe.. ;)

ekekekek.. kenyang sangatttt... ;P

Auuwww... so cuteeee.. ;)

Hmm.. syioknyerr tido.. hehe.. :)

Monday, July 20, 2009

Battlefield



Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love and suddenly
It's like a battle-field
One word turns into a war
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no
These times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like ...
a battlefield (battlefield)
a battlefield (battlefield)
a battlefield (battlefield)
Why does love always feel like ...
a battlefield (battlefield)
a battlefield (battlefield)
a battlefield (battlefield)
Why does love always feel like

Can't swallow our pride,
Neither of us wanna raise that flag
If we can't surrender
then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no
Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
(nothing)
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again

I don't wanna fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like ...
a battlefield (battlefield)
battlefield (battlefield)
battlefield (battlefield)
Why does love always feel like ...
a battlefield (battlefield)
a battlefield (battlefield)
a battlefield (battlefield)

You better go and get your armor
(get your armor)
Get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your armor
(get your armor)
Get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your

We could pretend that we are friends tonight
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
Cause baby we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like

A battlefield (oh) a battlefield (oh) a battlefield,
Why does love always feel like a battlefield (oh)
a battlefield (oh) a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor
I never meant to start a war (start a war)
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
(fighting, fighting for)

Why does love always feel like ...
a battlefield (battlefield)
a battlefield (battlefield)
a battlefield (battlefield)
Why does love always feel like ...
a battlefield (battlefield)
a battlefield (battlefield)
a battlefield (battlefield)


Yes you better go and get your armor
(get your armor)
Get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your armor
(get your armor)
Get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your

Why does love always feel like
(whooaa ooow)
Why does love always feel like
(whooaa ooow)
A battlefield, a battlefield..

I never meant to start a war
Don't even know What we're fighting for
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know What we're fighting for

P/S:
1. Nak nyanyi lagu nieh jugaksss karaoke nanti!! heheheh.. ;P
2. The black dress is so nice hor.. I likeee!! :)
3. Is that the 'Night Rider' car?? hehe.. ;P

Friday, July 17, 2009

Listen


Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release

Oh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed Aside or turned
Into your own
All 'cause you won't listen

Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say what's on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete

Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I got to find my own
My own

P/S: Nanti karaoke nak nyanyi lagi nieh!!! hehehehe.. ; )

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Fitter & Fitter ;-)


I've started my treadmill workout again after about 3 months hehehe.. ooopppsss.. pecah rahsia!! It's not that I don't wanna do it.. It's just that I'm too busy with everything hehehe.. *alasan.. isk!!*

So now I'll try to do this workout after my jam class or other free time. Hmmm.. I think I should do weight as well. To tone up certain area especially the arms ekekekeke.. funny!!! & also tummy. Nak rasa jugaksss ada 6 paxs ekekeke.. Boleh ker??!! heeee.. :P (angan2 tinggi nieh!! huahuahua..)
& I should be active again doing Bodyattack & Bodystep.. Really miss all those attackers & steppers.. I miss those laughing & shouting part. I lah tu yang suka sangat jerit2 dalam kelas ekekekek.. *perasan* ;P

Gotta work hard to increase my stamina more & more coz I heard Bodyjam 50 will be much more cardio than Bodyjam 49. Fuyyoohhh!! :D

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Me, as part of the Bodyjam 49 launch team. Hehehe..

It's been quite some time already.. Just got the time to post this entry & video.
So people, have fun watching it. Thanks to Su Yee & Alex for the video!! :D

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Back to Office huahuahua.. & Friendship Bracelet

I'll be back to office tomorrow, after about 6 days.. hehe..
2 days of holiday for me.. another 2 days (Saturday & Sunday).. then another 2 days of training. Hehehe.. so syiok hor.. ekekekek..
Heeee.. ;P

Got this friendship bracelet from friends. Thanks a lot ya.. Although I didn't ask for this, coz it's more than enough if u just be a nice & sincere friend to me.. but I'll keep this as a symbol of our friendship ok!! Muaacckksss!! :D
Hehe.. Zaza.. Nice hor ;)

Monday, July 13, 2009

Run Away <---- The End

I had a very fun & calm 'Run Away' trip last Thursday & Friday. Had time of my own to think & analyze what I've gone through for the past 2 weeks. & it made me realize that it's not a big deal actually. It's normal to have problems in life, it's just how we control or face it. Although I think that the problem is a BIG one this time coz lots of things happen to me in one time.. like in a package & I really feel like there's a big iron block fall down to my head, but the 'Run Away' session has made me change my mind on how I view that problems :D

Out of all the activities that I did in the 'Run Away' trip, there's one session which I love the most & really give a big impact to me hehe.. which is 'Horse Riding'. I just like it. It's just me, Turner (the horse) & the nature. It feels good as I can feel that Turner likes & comfortable with me :) I think I'll do this horse riding again & again & again, coz it made me feel good & happy besides doing bodyjam, of course hehe.. :P
With Turner :)

So as a conclusion, I'm okay now. I did lots of thinking during the trip & I've made up my mind on certain issues :)
I guess the decision that I've made might affect cetain people around me, but I don't care coz I think that's the best decision that I can make in order to make things right again. Heee.. :)
Hehehehe.. :)

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Run Away

Hehe.. today I cried a lot hehehe.. nyampah pun ader..
The crying slots for me today:
1. After reading Kak Azyei's reply (email) <--- yg ni pun nak nangis!! huahuahua..
2. After reading Kak Ju's reply (email) <--- yg ni ok lah jugak nangis.. boleh diterima hehe..
3. In my car (after jam slot at Maxis) on the way back home.. lagu sedih tetiber kat radio katanyaaa.. heheheeh..
4. During a midnight chat session with close frens... ehekkk!! tetiber citer sedih terkeluar... ekekekek.. funny hor..

So, as a summary..I did a lot of crying last week & this week. I think I had enough of crying... tak suker lah cry cry nih!! I need to go away I think.
So, early tomorrow morning, I'll be going to a place which is far away from KL & Shah Alam.. just to get some fresh air & some time to be alone. Nak bermesra ngan alam sekitar instead of human being hehe.. Thursday & Friday I cuti yeayyyyy!!! TQ bos!! hehehe..


So.. hope to see u all again after my 'run away' nih okeh!! C ya!! :D

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Hehe.. Did I just realize that...??

Got this from Kak Leo.. quite interesting hehe..
Here's mine!! :)

1. I’ve come to realize that my chest-size
is 'sedang sedang ajer..' hehe..

2. I’ve come to realize that my job
is killing me sometimes.. but give me lots of bonus at the end of the year ekekekek..

3. I’ve come to realize that when I’m driving
I like to sing & dance too! *Pak polisi.. maafkan saya ya!! hehe..*

4. I’ve come to realize that I need
to be stronger mentally & physically

5. I’ve come to realize that I have lost
A frienship :(


6. I’ve come to realize that I hate it when
People stabbed me from behind (apa takde keje lain ker nak buat?!)

7. I’ve come to realize that if I’m drunk
eheh?! I never get drunk okeh!! Will not! but if I am la kan, I'm sure I'm gonna scream "I LOVE U GANDALF!!!" & do bodyjam in crazy mode ekekekek!!

8. I’ve come to realize that money
can make me feel happy as I can go shopping, shopping & shopping again hahahaha!!

9. I’ve come to realize that certain people
SUCKSSS!!!

10. I’ve come to realize that I’ll always
Love my parents, family & friends!! :D

11. I’ve come to realize that my sibling(s)
Are cute & funny!! & they really love me!! Muaaahh!!

12. I’ve come to realize that my mom
Is worrying about me every single day... (u don't have to worry about me.. I'm okay here..)

13. I’ve come to realize that my cell phone
Is giving problems to me.. ish!!

14. I’ve come to realize that when I woke up this morning
Mata saya bengkak.. huhuhu..

15. I’ve come to realize that last night before I went to sleep
I cried

16. I’ve come to realize that right now I am thinking
'Should I go to the toilet or prepare my coffee first hehe..'

17. I’ve come to realize that my dad
Is worrying about me every single day too!! Sama jek kan perangai my mum & dad nih!! isk!!

18. I’ve come to realize that when I get on Facebook
I become so excited!!

19. I’ve come to realize that today
The only thing that makes me feel happy is Bodyjam 49+ hekhekhek!!

20. I’ve come to realize that tonight
I had fun doing Bodyjam 49+ (penat gua cakap sama luuuuu...)

21. I’ve come to realize that tomorrow
I'll do Bodyjam 49+ class again huahuahua... takkkuuuttt!!! nervoussss wooo!!

22. I’ve come to realize that I really want to
Run away

23. I’ve come to realize that the person mostly likely to repost this is
Huwaaaa!! tak tau!!

24. I’ve come to realize that life
Will be fun & happy if we want it to be that way.. riteee?.. hmmm..

25. I’ve come to realize that this weekend
I have bodyjam class.. hehe..

26. I’ve realized the best music to listen to when I am upset
Celine Dion's song

27. I’ve come to realize that my friends
Think that I'm stubborn.. huahuahua..

28. I’ve come to realize that this year
I've achieved some of my targets.. Alhamdulillah :)

29. I’ve come to realize that my EXes
Sorry, but I didn't realize anything about my exes

30. I’ve come to realize that maybe I should
Just run away

31. I’ve come to realize that I love
The wrong person.. always so salah!! hiak!!! hehe..

32. I’ve come to realize that I don’t understand
Mostly about everything

33. I’ve come to realize my past
was so fun compared to now.. except the bodyjam part hahahaha!!

34. I’ve come to realize that parties
Makes me happy & hyper at the beginning.. & I'll feel miserable at the end hehe.. why ar?

35. I’ve come to realize that I’m totally terrified
Mostly about everything.. hey!! Come on!! huahuahua..

36. I’ve come to realize that my life
Is fun & unique actually.. so many happen which make it interesting hehe.. kan kan kan!! :D

Suddenly wanna put this photo coz it never fails to make me smile & feel happy :)

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Truth hurts.. really hurts.. but I'll be okay..

This is really tough for me. Maybe I should take a break & be alone for a couple of days.. or maybe...

For now.. my face below can explain how I feel..


But I do understand that life has its ups & down. It's like a roller coaster. So, I hope that I'll recover & be happy again after this :)

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Ting Tong ka??...

At the office now, working & listening to my mp3 collections & stealing some time blogging ehehehe..
ssshhhh... :P

Yesterday, I think I'm the most 'ting tong & abnormal' person in the world hehe.. why hor? Reach home(from office) at about 8pm. Then just lying on my bed after performing the Maghrib prayer. So not in the mood. I'm alone at home as my brother went dinner with his friend. Sending & replying friend's sms (meng'qada' reply sms
coz I selalu tak sempat reply sms kawan2 time keje.. sangat jahat kan!! :P) while lying on the bed. At that particular time,I need to talk to someone called 'human' hehe.. Talk about what?! Anything will do as long as there's someone with me.
At that particular moment, one name 'popped out from my mind'.. so I send him an sms.. & there it goes!! I'm at KL having late dinner & chit chatting about.. hmm.. I'm not quite sure what we were talking about but the most important is, I felt
happy & relief coz I didn't spend the nite alone & wasting my time on the bed with that 'ting tong' mode huhuhu..

So this entry is specially dedicated to this nice friend of mine for willing to spend his valuable time accompanying & talking to me.
(if u happen to read this, u know it's u I'm talking about..)
Mesti bosan giler kan layan I yang ting tong sometimes nih! (sometimes ker? selalu kot ekekeke..) Thanks a lot & I really appreciate it! :D

Went back & reach home at about 1am.. Didn't go to sleep straight away coz stealing some time to watch BJ49+ dvd & try to memorize the movement. It's gonna be a challenge to teach this huahuahua.. as next week we can teach the '+' version already.
Lots of members asked already about this '+' version huhuhu.. camana nieh?! Isk!! :P

P/S No. 1: Kak Leo & Kak Azyei.. if uolss happen to read this entry.. hehe.. sorry for not joining uolss for practice & drink session last nite (I really want too!!). But I was really in the 'ting tong & abnormal' mode yesterday hehe.. If I join uolss.. mesti uolss akan tengok alien yang practice bodyjam with uolsss.. bukan Zarina huahuahua.. :P

P/S No. 2: I NEED A NEW HANDPHONE!!! HUWAAAAAA!!!